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Saturday, May 27, 2006
New observation today.
I've realised when I put my hamster in the blue tank, he doesn't really try to escape.
For some reason, the mice are much smarter.
The dumbass Macbeth, black shit horny dude, he managed to squeeze out within 10 minutes?! Okay partly cause the tank lid wasn't shut properly.. BUT STILL!
Silly observation.

Anyway, had tuition this afternoon.
Believe it or not, I watched only an hour of tv today because my dad wrecked my morning by taping some channel news Asia crap about good little angel kids, whatever.
So I missed my usual ' wake up from bed, head to kitchen, get usual fried rice plus mee, sit on couch, watch x men evolution with VH1 on mtv'.
HAD TUITION as I said earlier on.
Watched FRIENDS.
Used the computer.
Headed down to Plaza singapura's Starbucks to meet Vic and his friend, Evelyn.
Went for X men: the last stand.
By the way, it's so fucking awesome.
You know how the whole plot is about discrimination to mutants, but somehow I think it makes people in the theater want to be a mutant.
:) With such awesome powers.
The movie stirred up alot of feelings, because the whole love triangle which consists of Logan, Scott and Jean turned out really bad and sad.
You know, Jean died in X men two well.... Okay go and find out, because it's so exciting.
The ending was really sad.
Yes, and how can my favourite white fringe girl lose her powers!!
Oh yes and I thought the girl who had shockwave as one of her mutant powers was a man, at first, until I realised she was wearing a dark colour bra with fish net shirt over.
Oh yes and stay for the credits, because at the end there's something.
It may be short, but it'll leave you so puzzled.
Hopefully this is not the last X men movie.

After that, headed down to coffeeclub to see my pet Gorilla ( I told her she looks like Beast from Xmen by the way HAHAHA ) and T.
They were in their fucking boxers in town.
They spassed around alot, whereas I tried to stay sane.
They kept insisting to wear my fucking hood when I was already burning inside.
Lol L was in her spongebob boxers and T was in her patrick and sponge bob boxers.
The front says " I have issues " Back " Do I look like I'm kidding? " or something like that.
It was really fun.
Hung out till about 11?
Then cabbed it home.

Holy day!

11:44 PM

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Friday, May 26, 2006
If you didn't know, I just got myself a new hamster the other day ( which is wednesday since I didn't go to school on thursday).
His name is Tappeesprings, sickroom drapes and all my classmates love him!
He's almost like a class hamster since Mu brings him to school nearly everyday.
So we ( my whole class ) saw him when he was a week old or so and now, 2 weeks old and as fat as ever.
He is indeed the fattest and cutest hamster in the world.

Oh yes and a few days ago, I realised there was a tiny jumping spider jumping around my keyboard, onto my silver apple ( which Ner gave me as a birthday present last year, its pretty. ). I wanted to kill it cause I thought it was a nymph - wait, this is what they call baby roaches right, cos I've ton of these little buggers in my house and I kill them on a daily basis especially early in the morning, 1am? Yeah all of them come out to play in my toilet. Oh dear I'm making my toilet sound so dirty. Well its not, but I don't know why these little buggers just loveee playing in my toilet hopefully they don't run all over my toothbrush, though I'm sure they've already done so. -.
Anyway, turns out its just a jumping spider and I've been seeing it jumping around my keyboard area ever so often. I've named it, Mr spider. Maybe it's female? mmm.

Okay I've just typed a whole chunk about animals creatures and pests in my house.

Whatever. - ooh I see mr spider jumping all over my test scheduel Hahaha -.
My brother is showing me his SnOw MaN PanKx ( HAHAHA inside joke about my molten bolder father ).
I woke up at 930 today cos my mom kept calling home.
Woke up, from a dream which consists of making out with Shawn from I not stupid ( no idea where that came from ) It was something along the line of having super powers.
Then I was in some china trip, with The cool ( Tania! ) and probably Marisse and stuff.
Jamie Lin Spears was there, we were at some run down camp site with bunks in some kumpong house. Apparently, Tania was cheorographing their dance damn well plus her group have Jamie Spears and a bunch of hot guys whereas mine all cant dance . I remembered saying " Wahlao Tania's group so cool lah ".
She was wearing the Lee house cheerleading outfit but the skirt was some HUGE green LONG cloth and she was showing off her SUPER cool steps ;)
Yeah then ran to some place to do some stuff and bumped into our school's mascot, Big bird ;)
Next moment, I'm in some train and told some china guy in chinese that his baby is really cute. " ta de yan jin da da de! hao ke ai " His baby had a freaking sushi head ( you know those triangle sushi. Yeah that was the shape of the baby's head ).
Next moment, I'm on this super high double decker bus holding on to this pole on the ROOF.
And this mad bus driver kept driving fucking fast inside the bus interchange where it's also part wet market, Banging into stalls which sells bananas. I puked, ugh.
Someone stopped the driver in the end.
Then was about to walk back to the city into some building.
While walking a couple of boys ( china boys duh. in school uniform ) were on this 20 cents weighing machine ( You know those kinda weighing machines outisde local shopping centers like Heartland mall's macdonalds. There were 4 of them. One was super fat and looked like buddha's son. Another looked like Shawn Lee (?) . Another was thin and brown and I can't remember the other one.
I remember my chinese teacher ( as in my chinese teacher from school ) not to talk to them becos they'll just flash me ( HAHAHAHA ).
True enough they felt that the machine was inaccurate and unzipped their pants, thank god I didnt see anything because their backs were facing me.
Something got into me and I went to weigh myself, they got angry and spoke in chinese saying that its THEIR machine and they shoved me about to pick a fight.
I used my super powers and fought back. I'm really strong :D duh and my reflex is really fast.
So I knocked 3 of them out and ended up fighting with Shawn ( wtf.. I know. )
Next he turned invisible and waved the knife around then he grabbed me and I fell.
It was all so weird.
I also remembered writing in my journal for my chinese teacher to read.
-_- And man did I have difficulty.
As you can see I've been rambling non stop because I'm just waiting for T, L, Brown and Eme to come over soon.
It's so boring and warm and I'm sweating though the aircon is on.
Yeah spent my day drawing my art too.
Hooray for me. I need to bathe or something man... it's fucknig hot!!!

I'm craving for fish and chips from Fish and co.
The best fish and chips in town is damn good. :)
Hoping to watch xmen 3 tomorrow.

7:55 PM

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Thursday, May 25, 2006
I gave school a miss today, because it's the last day and who the hell goes to school on the last day unless it's to pack all the books under the table which have been collecting dust for the past term.
But other then that, the last day always suck.
Because we're forced to clean up, we'll be too lethargic to study, teacher's will just decide not to teach and decide on the spot to tell us ' what kind of class we've been towards them for this past term '.
It's all bullshit really.
I've a month's holiday in front of me, and I'm scared as hell because I don't want to waste time.
I don't know what I'm going to do with my time since there's no school, that'll also mean I don't really have to spend time sleeping in the afternoon because I'd get all my rest at night.
Well, not really too keen on going on that much, too little money too little money and too much time.
I'm using an adult ezlink card, so transport is not 45 cents for me.
But sitting at starbucks, drawing with a cup of coffee beside the sketch pad, really sounds tempting.
Don't ask me out too often, because I don't want to spend money and I like to spend alot of alone time on myself.
Don't ask me to go out, and beg and whine, and beg and whine, and black mail and manupilate me because in the end, I'd just be a very angry girl when I meet you.
So I guess, I do have some ground rules, which is don't force me to go out and don't make me travel too much because really, transport money sucks.

On a much lighter note, I played Sims2 Nightlife the whole day.
Mama sim is called ugly shit fuckers.
And cool asian chick is called, cruella deville fuckers.
Ugly shit is really ugly and they hate their enviroment when I spent half the day building it for them.
Sims2 is really fun and addictive, but it's not so fun when you've a laggy piece of shit, like my mother's laptop.
It lags like muh mother...-_-
So yeah, that's how I spent my day. Including one episode of FRIENDS season7 and American Idol ( Which by the way, Taylor Higgs (?) won! :):):) ) and Lost( well was flipping the channel back and forth from mtv to channel 2. Pimp my ride and some making the band girly shit. -_- all stupid all stupid, not pimp my ride of cos. That's the most awesomest show)

Okay talking to cunt R now :)

11:28 PM

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Had difficulty coming out of bed today, but soon I'll be wanting to go back to school after 2 weeks of holiday for sure.
I like studying, it makes me feel productive and it makes me feel like I'm not wasting anytime.
Yes I've been made to conform to the pattern of this world.
That leisure should be spent wisely and if leisure is not spent wisely then I'm just wasting time.
That leisure must be either paid for, going to the movies or paying for a piano lesson.
I can't just laze around the house and day dream for 2 hours straight, cause that'll just mean I'm wasting time.
Television is built to bring me entertainment, except now I feel like a slave to it.
Cause television has bewitched me, and if I miss my favourite show I'd feel so bummed about it.
This is all blabber blabber.
But I can't waste time, I must do my art, because I want to be a great artist. :)

School was alright.
Took a cab to school.
Fucking Charis' sister took like an hour to get ready or something.
So after lunch, which ended at 230 with ANN.
We came back to class only to find out that we've to wait for anothe rhalf an hour of her sister.
So we wait and wait and finally decided to leave.
Then comes along Janice and her box of books.
So went home.
T reached my place earlier than I did.
You've gotta laugh when I tell you that, she opened the door to find my sister inside the room ( my sis moved out alrd ) and so she closed the door and stood outside and wondered what she should do.
So reached home, watched FRIENDS, gave the poor beggar food and let her use my computer.
My sister is still at my place.

Anyway, caught the latest episode of American idol, it's so exciting. I want the Old Man to win. Even though the girl is sellable commercially (? sorry spelling sucks cock ). But I think the old man really have so much soul and passion in his songs. He's so cool. I want to marry him.

This is funny:

13 June 2006
Presale: $12 + 3 free drinks
Door: $15 + 3 free drinks
Come down in a piece of cloth that covers your whole,
(excluding what's underneath)
Or you will have the honour of donating $2 if you're not
properly dressed.
Call Ju (91707963), Anna (97519076), Rachel (90173432)
or Amandal (82018288) for tix! =)

You cant wear bra nor underwear fucking cool eh?

9:39 PM

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
* You can only say YES or NO.*
* You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone comments and asks!

1. Taken a picture naked? YES
2. Painted your room? NO
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? YES
4. Drove a car? NO
5. Danced in front of your mirror? YES
6. Had a crush? YES
7. Been dumped? YES
8. Stole money from friend? NO
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES
10. Been in a fist fight? YES
11. Snuck out of your house? YES
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES
13. Been arrested? NO1
4. Made out with a stranger? NO
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? YES
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? YES
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? YES
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
20. Seen someone die? NO
21. Been on a plane? YES
22. Kissed a picture? NO
23. Slept in until 3PM? YES
24. Love or miss someone right now? NO
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES
26. Made a snow angel? NO
27. Played dress up? YES
28. Cheated while playing a game? YES
29. Been lonely? YES
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? YES
31. Been to a club? YES
32. Felt an earthquake? NO
33. Touched a snake? YES
34. Ran a red light? YES
35. Been suspended from school? YES
36. Had detention? YES
37. Been in a car accident? NO
38. Hated the way you look? YES
39. Witnessed a crime? YES
40. Pole danced? NO
41. Been lost? YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? YES
43. Felt like dying? YES4
4. Cried yourself to sleep? YES
45. Sang karaoke? NO
46. Sucked your thumb? YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? YES
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? YES
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO
50. Kissed in the rain? NO
51. Sing in the shower? YES
52. Made love in a park? NO
53. Had a dream that you married someone? NO
54. Glued your hand to something? YES
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? NO
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? NO
57. Been a cheerleader? YES
58. Sat on a roof top? YES
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? NO
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES
61. Played chicken? YES
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? NO
64. Broken a bone? NO
65. Been easily amused? YES
66. Laugh so hard you cry? NO
67. Mooned/flashed someone? NO
68. Cheated on a test? YES
69. Forgotten someone's name? YES
70. Slept naked? NO
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? YES
72. Performed on stage? YES
73. Blacked out from drinking? NO
74. Played a prank on someone? YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? YES
76. Made love to anything not human? NO
77. Failed a class? YES
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? NO
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? NO
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? YES
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? NO
82. Thrown strange objects? NO
83. Felt like killing someone? YES
84. Thought about running away? YES
85. Ran away? NO
86. Did drugs? NO
87. Had detention and not attend it? YES
88. Dumped anyone? YES
89. Made a parent cry? NO
90. Cried over someone? YES
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? NO
92. Dated someone more than once? YES
93. Have/had a dog? YES
94. Own an instrument? YES
95. Been in a band? NO
96. Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
97. Broken a cd? YES
98. Shot a gun? NO
99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex? NO
100. Written a love letter? NO

Got it from Jeeeel's bloggeroo.

10:10 PM

Deathcab for cutie is surrounding my room and I feel unsettled.
It's addictive.
Try to run away from emo music but it'll just come back and haunt you! Muahaha.

School was super tiring, and I felt like I was gonna die cos I was sooo tired.
Ann tackled me in school today- she's a shortputt (?) champion. - Yeah now my back hurts like fuck and everytime I turn around it feels like it's gonna snap on me.
It feels as if my spine is gonna rip out of my back and it got worst, but hopefully it's just a bruise or something, nothing too major.
When she tackled me my brains were like flying everywhere and I swore in front of the two PE teachers because it really felt as if she knocked the living day lights out of me.
Don't tackle Tori, especially if you know how petite I am.
>:0( So I hate you Bungna.
Took a cab home with Dory.
Slept, watched television, had piano.

I think people who are into SM are pretty cool, in a weird sort of way.
Well they're cool if they're really hot, if not, then er, it's just.. cool..

SM; The combination of sadism and masochism, in particular the deriving of pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from inflicting or submitting to physical or emotional abuse.

9:52 PM

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Monday, May 22, 2006
Partly, I get excited for Michelle who moved to America.
It's like going on an adventure, not knowing what the future holds, not knowing what to expect.
Because America is oh-so-dangerous, it makes it even more exciting.
With a cute bunch of guys and girls, and easy to get drugs, no wonder teens there are always high on weed or getting stonned.
Sometimes, I wish I could do that.
I love to feel the adrenaline rush to everywhere, it keeps me excited and alert.
The sense of death and danger excites me to greater heights.

Anyway, had fun in school today.
Slept during Chemistry, bad bad.
L, Brown and T came to school today.
Gave a roach to the sissy, except there was barely any reaction, pfft and I thought that'd make my day.
Well something else made my day in the end anw.
And no it was not another prank on the sissy, it's getting too old to do pranks on her cos she barely have any reaction.
I think her so called 'friends' really dont like her, so much for friends eh?
After school, left for dental.
Now the back of my mouth is metal free but the 6 front teeth are still under those metal brackets.
I love teeth.
Ate at yoshi alone.
Thought of meeting up with M, except she was home when I was done eating Yoshi and I figured I'd be too tired to wait for another hour and go out somemore after that.
So headed home.
Then my love, BungNa came over and that made my day cause she bought for me cheezels and of cos, her lovable self.
Talked, watched Tv.
Now I'm reading 2 books, Dorian Gray and The Bitch Goddess notebook.
The latter is really good.

While reading Oscar Wilde's The picture of Dorian Gray.
This quote caught my eye, " Those who find ugly meanings in beautiful things are corrupt without being charming. This is a fault. "
So if you critisize art just like how Mr. Leow did last year, then you are a fault.
"Those who find beautiful meanings in beautiful things are the cultivated. For these there is hope."
He's brilliant isn't he.

But I'm still pretty much glued onto The Bitch Goddess notebook.
It's about these 3 best friends.
Amy- a popular girl, who is the head cheerleader and prom queen.
Cherry- typical ghetto.
Wren/Rennie- small black haired A student who had sex with a teacher.
It's interesting, in an odd sort of way. They show what good friends they were in the past, 1988. And how their lives were in 2003.

Okay story books, what a boring topic to blog on.
Anyway, I just got R's IM. She said that grumpiness should not be limited only to dwarfs. >:0(
She must be grumpy.

Ugh Art...-_-

7:55 PM

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Sunday, May 21, 2006
I'll need a box for that, if you're going to give back what is supposedly yours. Ridiculous and dramatic is you.

I'm now playing with a new viewer ( Okay I forgot what it is called, so lets just name it a viewer ) which my sister got me from Marsielle.
It's really lovely.
Whats a viewer in Tori's language, well it is where you peep through this plastic thing, and click this little handle thing to change slides.
Disney land sells it and stuff.
I forgot what it is called!!! ()#*!()#*!. Anyway, it's great fun, and now I've a new toy to play with when I'm bored.
It feels as if I'm in france, when I look into it and play french music. :)

Woke up to the usual, tired and ready for Gods word, hhahaha.
Had church.
Daddy did not feel well today, so after church we picked Bella up and headed home.
Had lunch.
Watched friends.
Watched more tv for about 3 hours, that's how I spend my week end, Television.
Singapore Idol seemed like the pirated version of America idol, but I'm sure the producer and manager etc etc of that show earns alot of money.
:):) So I should start a new show called " SINGAPORE'S SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE? "
You'll see all the minahs ready to go man.

I realised that I actually have homework to do. Pfft.

Abuse is addictive.

10:07 PM

Wow, I had such an eventful day today, it was filled with fun, laughter ( alot ) and spasms.

Woke up at around 1130, had my usualy 1 and half hours tv marathon, an hour of xmen revolution ( I like) and half an hour of wade robson.
And a bit of my sweet sixteen.
I was so fascinated by how bitchy the birthday girl is, and how different she is from her past.
She used to be a really poor orphan and in the show, she's supposedly in her new foster family for a year and she's already taking advantage of people.
Example, dissing a bestfriend.
Oh well, people think just because they have money they can do anything, that's true.
What they don't know is that they barely have any personality because if you take money away from them and ask " What can you tell me about yourself?" They will be clueless.
Buying LV bags and shopping at boutiques(?) are all they are good at.
Sometimes they even hire people to advise them what to buy-_- so it's not really using your brain is it.
Anyway, had tuition for 1 and half hrs.
Took the train down.

Met T at City Hall. Walked around, had a hard time finding Golden Village in Marina Square. Met E and M finally.
Headed for Over the Hedge.
The thing was so crowded, that I snuck in without the lady knowing?!?!?!?!! But I bought a ticket lah.
It was like 1 person mending the opening for the theater and there were SO many people.
She doesn't even count how many tickets, she just tears and tears like some sort of machine.

The movie was great, it was so bloody funny and graphics were superb!
I like Hammy and the tortise, even though he is annoying but he's really the adorable tortise that everyone wants.
After that, T left, went to Macs with the rest.
On the way to Macs, I went to answer some question on stage and they rewarded me with this enormous Osim vibrator! Called the Ivibe or something.
It's lovely and shaped like a dick and its HUGE.
Ate Curly fries ( My favourite now ).
Then E left to go for MI3 with her parents/mom.

Headed to Raffles city, took a cab.
He kept shouting as if we stood 10 m away from him or we were old ladies who have hearing problem.
First, I told him the address to Mgs.
11 blackmore road.
Then he drove us to King Albert's park INSIDE.
Then maplewood.
I called Joni, and asked directions from his sister.
The ratio of my volume to his volume is 1:10.
He asked to talk to her then he yelled " AHLO AHLO! I CANNOT HEAR YOU AHLO AHLO! "
What the fuck?
The distance from Raffles city to Mgs is like city hall to Newton plus 2 more dollars or something.
But got to talk to her.
She's still as hot as ever.
Spassed around alot.
Theres a snob vibe, so we left after her singing part.

Met Akira and Mark at Suntect.
-_- I thought Akira was this weird chinese boy from far cos his hair change.
And I thought Mark was Akira.
But when I got closer, I realised mark was mark and I asked him where Akira was when he was sitting RIGHT BESIDE HIM!
HAHAHAHHAHA. Mark confused me, and I thought I was talking to the wrong person T_T god the humiliation if I really had done that.
Anyway, met Siewhwee.
Went Milenium walk ( spell?) lazed around near the huge wall like fountains.
Sang, spassed.
Took a bus to M's place tgt.
Headed to 711 to get mashpotatoes which SUCK by the way.
Cabbed it home with Mark, Akira and Siew.

It was all in all an eventful day, and I've spent 14 bucks on cab fare or so.
Tomorrow's church then... the day after that is.. S-C-H-O-O-L!!!

12:46 AM