I lived till(:


Saturday, June 10, 2006
I just spent my day watching Making the band and watchin channel E! on Nicole and Lionel Richie.
"And now people are coming up to me, saying, you're nicole's dad. Like what's up with that! " Hahaha Lionel Richie said that, if you don't know cause you're not into oldies, well he's a super extremely famous singer. His songs are great.
Went out in the evening, all alone again. I like going out alone, I know what a weirdo.
Anyway, bought 2 shirts from Flesh Imp by.. accident! 2 for thirty bucks, worth it.
And I realised V bought her shirt from Army Market for only 8 bucks lah.
>:0( so jealous, somemore her shirt is so cool. It says I love geeks or something.
Bought art supplies.
Bought hamster bedding ( That was actually why I was there in the first place. Except I kept detouring.-_- sigh. I realised I spent over 100 bucks this week on top of that, I might've lost someones ID and must pay for it. Yeah if you dont know what to get me for my birthday, you can chip in 50 bucks for the ID, it'll make me so happy.)
Anyway sat at starbucks, ate a muffin. Got the cunt her muffin. ghahahahah.

Anyway I've been IMing some people:

hey i am having some gathering potluck shit on monday night by my pool. if u wanna eat bring yr own food cos im lazy and bring a present. no present no entry HHAHAHHA jkjk

Anyway, if you're my close friend pleas ecome, I'm so fucking lazy to invite people lah.
Uhh close friends like, Zoe, Muriz, AHH I'M SO LAZY.
WHOEVER READS THIS CAN JUST COME LAH HUMP HUMP!
CALL ME TO CONFIRM WITH ME IF YOU'RE COMING COS ON MONDAY NIGHT IF I REALISE THIS PARTICULAR CLOSE FRIEND HAVE NOT CALLED ME, I'LL CALL HER OR HIM. TENDS TO BE A HER. I DONT KNOW WHY I'M SHOUTING.HAHAHAHHAA TANNY IS SUCH A COCK; PENISE;HAIRY LONG THING; LONG SHIT THAT SCARES THE CRAP OUTTA ME;WEIRDO THING; HAHAHAHHA!!!


8:13 PM


I wish I could do this honestly, but I know I can't just because, just because.
Sometimes, I wonder what it all means, but I know that's unhealthy to think of such stupid things. Just because, just because you are who you are.
It was almost surreal.


1:04 AM


I lived till(:


Friday, June 09, 2006
Last night was much fun.
Despite the fact that I did not really want to go in the begining but did in the end anyway.
Met T and L at Kovan first, it was.. erm.. how do I put it.. traumatizing?
Well not really for me, because I was very oblivious to whatever was going on.
Hope the two girls who are pissed or whatever, are alright now.
Had "dinner" at delifrance with both of them, most of the time I was stonning.
Took a train down to Bugis to meet C and partner at yoshi.
Had dinner there, and guess what.
We ran into Jalore Mcbridge and Shirley her little dwarf friend, which by the way, I'm taller than her now ;)
God, I miss her so much, more than you all will ever know.
But anyway, she looked great.
Took the train down to clark Quay to meet Ivan.
Muriz came too
Headed to Home.
Sat around, I managed to go in for free.
Since I like you so much you don't have to (pay)
It was very comfortable, there were probably only 40 people max?
I think it's a restaurant in the morning or a cafe, cause there's alot of sitting place.
Anyway, danced, had a shot, oh god.
Had so many free drinks.
Basically I did not have to pay for anything but half the wholegarden beer which I split cost with C.
Danced, and I learnt a new crib walk by accident, hahaha. ;) pretty cool though.
You should've seen Muriz, she was busy taking pictures and shooing off the guy who tried grinding with her, which was fucking funny btw.
Surprisingly, I was not oozy until I was in cab.
Picked Akira and Surya up under Akira's block.
Went to Muriz place, it was already around 2.15am by then.
Took a shower.
I thought we were going out, but turns out, the boys came here, to hang around and to sleep in Muriz house LOL.
Muriz was being the biggest cruella deville of the century.
Whacking the boys with her palm leaf. Yeah doesn't it sound harmless? But it actually feels like a pack of needles poking into your flesh.
She kept hitting Akira and since I was lying right in the middle of both of them, it was really bad.
Plus the blinding flash from Braintisha (?), oh god.
Anw, Surya fell asleep for some reason LOL.
We went out and warmed up food and TOASTED Japanese chicken nuggets and ate.
Went to bed at around 530.
Woke up at around 11.
Watched television, read the papers, watched more tv.
The boys left in the afternoon.
Gonna meet them later on, about 6 hopefully if I don't fall asleep.
All in all, the party was pretty lame but was fine for me since I didn't have to pay and I literally walked right in without going through the bouncers hur.
But it was still pretty fun in a way ;)

Gay Marraige
By my sister, Izzy

Reading the news the last couple of weeks, one would get the rather peculiar picture of people actually being afraid of gay couples being granted the legal right to marry. Why Gay couples would chose to wed, and therefore take on all the legal problems that come with marriage, an institution an increasing number of straight couples are choosing to avoid, is truly beyond me. Unless of course, one considers the prevalent complaints from the gay community that they, more then straight couples, require marriage to bring some semblance of stability into their lives.

Not since roman antiquity has homosexuality been viewed in a light where it was not something to be reviled at. Therefore, for centuries past, gay men and women have not had their status as a couple within society recognized. The denial of the right to be seen as 'one flesh', as a couple with the desire for lifelong commitment to one another, has resulted in generation after generation of gay people growing up wondering if that desire was as much meant for them as it is for straight couples. Straight children grow up knowing that a life-long partner of the opposite sex is a right, and are occasionally disappointed when they find out that it is not always the case. But it does not detract them from aspiring towards the fundamental human joy of having someone that you can believe will always be there for you.

That belief in a single partner of the opposite sex is fed into the imagination of every human being from time with out end through the celebration of marriage, and it in turn affects the sexual habits of the individual. Sex, after procreation, has the function of developing a bond between two human beings, and while gay men and women are denied the first (with the exception of IVF for lesbian couples), they will without a doubt experience the second. It would be inhuman to deny them civil union, and thus deny them that aspiration.

Tantamount to that is the belief I have heard many of my gay friends reiterate to everyone that will hear, that legalizing the status of gay couples would bring a measure of order to their private lives. By this, I refer to the higher frequency of multiple partners within gay relationships, and the desire of some to control their more frolicsome partners. Put simply, I believe legalizing marriage, civil union, whatever you wish to call it, for Gay couples would actually put a damper on the promiscuity with which the gay community is generally assumed to have. Reference to a partner as a wife or husband when in conversation with another individual gives a greater sense of gravity to the relationship, and less desire on the part of the third party to interfere. Seen in this light, denying gay couples the right to marry would be along similar lines as the Catholic Church attempting to discourage condom use and putting human health and safety behind religion.

That aside, I believe the institution of marriage is undergoing a fundamental change as women become increasingly independent, and couples around the world are more inclined to have less children, or even none at all, as standards of living rise, along with the relevant costs. Marriage, once meant to ensure women the provision of resources and the time to raise a brood of kids, is now for many, an event for couples to realize in advance their desire for a life-long mate, and for their intimate relatives and friends to recognize their decision.

It is silly to say that the institution of marriage will be threatened by according gay men and women the right to marry, or that civil union between same sex couples would add another knock to an already decaying tower of outmoded legality. It would be more sensible to suppose that the traditional institution of marriage is crumbling amidst economic change, which in turn propels cultural transformation and a metamorphosis of the family structure. The small families of today are nothing like the families to which the post-war generation were born into, the motives for giving birth also very different. The modern family, although deceptively similar in terms of the father-mother-children structure, is nothing like the traditional family born during times where survival was harder work.

The balance of power between man and woman have been ironed out, and many people would rather solve their domestic disputes between themselves, without the interference of either church or state. This is undeniable in the face of mounting evidence that less people are choosing to go to the alter every year. The traditional idea of marriage is surely, but not slowly becoming obsolete, and a new ideal is taking place. The desire for Gay rights to marriage is not so much a cause for the destruction of the traditional institution of marriage, but rather a result of it's metamorphosis.


4:27 PM


I lived till(:


Tuesday, June 06, 2006
What the hell, today is 7/6/06 and I realised that this post decided to dissapear. Tsk.
Anyway, watched Benchwarmers with T.
It sucks big time, so don't watch it. Never trust T on what to watch.
The camera man who filmed the movie sucks. Or may be it's the edittor of the movie who sucks. For god sakes, your lens should be clear before you start shooting right.
Even if it's not, at least cut out that part which is blur.
Yeah the story line sucks, it's like dumb and dumber, which is very dumb.
-_-
Should've watched the dinocroc movie!!!
Anyway, brought her to the weird place yesterday, this really spooky place.
Yeah we were both gakking and coughing and sniffing, cause we're both down with colds.
HOHOHO.
I'm suppose to be doing my english homework now, tsk whatever.
I realised my birthday is coming soon, how exciting.
I feel like celebrating it, just to hang out with my friends hopefully.
Uhh, but I hate cake fights cause they're messy and I dont wan my house to turn out messy.
And I hate being throw into the pool, cause it's not fun unless everyone is naked.


8:40 PM


I know that this is a public blog but I've to be so frank because this is quite disturbing.
This is the kind of thing why people should never date their friends.
Because it all goes downhill, first the electricity then soon you get bored and you want something more.
It's so upsetting and I feel pretty much bad for the person who's the victim in all of this and hope she is okay.
I can't really talk much about the situation because, I just cant and I'm sworn to secrecy.
For some reason, alot of people enjoy telling me their secrets or other peoples secrets which don't bother me.
So I'm pretty much sworn to secrecy in almost eveyrthing I say.
But here is a little something for that person which I admire and love ( lol this may piss her the opposite party off ):
What you were angry about was not your fault, you had the right to be angry because you respect yourself. And if she don't respect your friends and you, then this may be a good thing after all. You deserve more and she deserves not you but something else or may be just herself.
I know that all the love from your friends can never give you back the love she gave you when you shared the first kiss or whatever it is ( Okay lets not get into details. eeeuuggghh). But from a third party view with no part in this r/s, I can tell that you really gave your all and what you did was right, it was out of self respect and I've to admire you for that. ( Clearly, you know that I hate people with abusive girlfriend/bfs, emotionally abusive especially. ) You are probably the most laid back, coolest, smartest, prettiest friend I can ever have and may be you were the same to her when you girls were friends. It's not your fault, you've done your best and what she've lost over some stupid prank was just who she is. You can never change her and that's probably why it's better if you've let her go. You can be with a person but keep in mind that you can never change the person. The person says she'll change herself for you, but really, will she? You've loved her unconditionally and never jeopadize the relationship ( Okay I'm in no position to say tt cos I dont knw yr r/s well but from what I've heard its mainly nt you ), and to her if that's not enough then nothing in the world can ever be enough. What you asked from her was the basics, it wasn't as if you asked her for crazy things like to buy you a car or never to go out with another girl again unless you were there. You've given your all and at least you know that you've tried your best. And since this didn't work, this doesn't mean your r/s failed because of you. I love you and all your friends do. We can't be able to provide the sense of electricity she gives you, but we're able to give you what you gave her, unconditional love and a whole load of laughter.


1:15 AM


I lived till(:


Monday, June 05, 2006
Stupid picture wont shot #()!@*_#(!@()#*)_#*!@#)@

http://www.gv.com.sg/Booking/movies/moviedetails_6832.htm
Check this out.
This made me laugh the hardest today.
How did I end up on this website?
While talking to T about benchwarmers she showed me gv.com.sg to check out what the movie was about.
Then while browsing through I saw this dumbass dinosaur shit.
LOL AND I TOLD HER I WANTED TO WATCH IT COS ITS 5 BUCKS
HAHAHAHAHA AND GUESS WHAT, ITS NC 16-_- SO I CANT WATCH IT.
LOL
I told her it cant possibly be Nc16, cos how can seeing dinosaurs be porn. ( of cos its about the voilence and shit lah.-_- )

HAHAHAHHA DINO HAVING SEX

OH YES AND WHEN I CHECKED THE TIMING TO SEE IF THERE ARE SEATS AVAILABLE APPARENTLY THEY KEPT SAYING ON 5TH, 6TH AND 7TH AND 14TH THAT THERE ARE NO SEATS AVAILABLE AND THERE'S NO CINEMA IN THE FIRST PLACE. #!@)(*#)!@(*#()@*#!@ CHEAT OUR MONEEEYYY!! WE DEMAND DINOSEX!
Anyway I think T and L are crashing at muh place soon.
HAHAHAHA SOMEONES MOM IS GOING CRAZY AND TALKING TO HERSELF


9:32 PM


I just went out with C to catch She's the man.
Amanda Bynes looked fucking adorable and very sexy.
She gained abit of weight, which is good especially since she was so scrawny before.
After that took the train home with her.
We were talking about piercings and I told her that I wanted to get my lip and nipples pierced.
Yeah half of you probably think nipple piercing is gross, but I don't agree because I think it's the sexiest thing any guy or girl could possibly have.
Anyway, I've a thing for piercings.
Weird how I only end up with 3 piercings on my ear.-_- Yet I dont wear studs.
Since young I've always wanted to get a eyebrow piercing.
But may be I'll get my God bless U tattoo first or something.
Hahaha I read this off Bmezine on nipple piercings:
* You can be your own personal Christmas tree & hang ornaments according to the occasion.

Yeap and plus I know where I can get each nipple pierced at only 20 bucks.
Really afraid it might affect my growth though, especially since I've the smallest tits outta the rest of my friends, excluding V and T. ( haha )

Ooh piercings and tattoo gets me so happy :D:D:D


6:45 PM


I lived till(:


Sunday, June 04, 2006
Last night was much fun.
Met L and T at the station with Muriz.
T probably put pictures up on her blog, not sure.
Well anyway, headed to NYDC at heeren to eat.
Then spassed around paragon.
Yeah and bumped into Vic Julian and Gay Bear.
M and I left at around 915, because my head was throbbing and I felt really cold.
Reached home and dived under my thick quilt.
Watched My Name is Earl.
M left to meet her boys, Stacy and Siewhwee.
Slept like hell.
Didn't go to church today.
My head is throbbing and I feel like my brain is being smashed bit by bit everytime I walk or move too fast.


2:47 PM